Another morning, another blood draw. I think they're just a front for Count Dracula and the Cullen Family. Just the thought of getting my blood drawn makes my arm weak with tenderness and puts a pit in my stomach. I am such a trypanophic -- look it up (I did) :) -- and having to do multiple shots a day plus blood work takes a lot of guts (and blood, of course)!
In a little bit of good news, a few hours after today's blood draw I found out my estrogen levels are increasing. I am at 175 and need go in for another check on Wednesday morning. That one will also include a scan to check my follicles. After that I'll have to go in every couple days (including the weekend) until my trigger shot. I hope the retrieval comes sooner rather than later!!
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| Morning Shot |
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| Battle wounds on my left leg. |
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| I am still in my workout (Pilates Reformer today) attire because I felt like having a lazy day. |
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| The two needles from this evening. My legs are sore! |
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| Seth eating his apple and taking a break after helping me with the shot. I was so glad he got home in time to help me (he had a very busy day at the office today). |
Question of the day: Sometimes I wonder the purpose of this trial/journey. Does it really have a purpose or is it just the biological draw? Why do some people get pregnant so easily when they don't even want kids (i.e. when they abandon their kids) and then others (like me) will spend thousand of dollars and poke myself with hundreds of little holes all to have the opportunity just to get pregnant. It's definitely crazy and I don't know if there will ever be an answer that is
satisfying.
Oh my gosh! The bruising and pain is so great! I am glad you are strong and determined to do whatever it takes. You can show your kids your battle wounds later. They will be impressed with mama bear! You are amazing! Glad you get a break soon! We will continue to pray for you and send our love and support. We are so proud of you! Love you! Mom
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