Tuesday, March 1, 2016

Emotions

My emotions have been right on the surface all day.  I've cried at the doctor, in the car, at the grocery store, and at home.  I really wanted to come home from my appointment and get a hug from Seth, but he was already at work (busy guy).

I am in more pain than I thought I would be.  I keep getting sharp stabbing feelings in my stomach and I can't sit normally because my injection site hurts so bad.  It was incredibly hard to sleep last night because I was in so much pain.  I actually cried in front of my blood draw nurses.  They were really sad because they told me they always look forward to seeing me since I am usually happy and very chatty with them.  They both gave me a hug when I left and told me it would be okay.  But today it's hard to be happy.  I am not going to dismiss these feelings.  I feel like I've been positive enough, and I believe they're valid to feel.  This process sucks (even if it is amazing).

When I talked to my nurse today she said I'll not only have to do the progesterone shots in my toosh before transfer, but until I am 10 weeks pregnant.
How I've been sitting all day.
Even though I felt like crap, I made sure to vote.  I do not want Trump to win Super Tuesday!

1 comment:

  1. Dang! I am so sorry you had such a difficult day! I am also sorry you have to have shots up until 10 weeks of pregnancy! Whoa! That's a pain in the butt...literally!!! We love you! Sending hugs your way! (((Hugs))) Mom ❤️

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